The World Needs A Break
Im not sure about life right now, everything feels like it’s moving so fast. Ever since 2020 (pandemic) everything seems faster and memories feel so far away.
I often find myself wanting to curl up and hear a loved one tell me it’s going to be okay. As an adult I still have days when I want to be a child. Or at least feel like nothing matters, that everything will be better . That ignorant feeling of not knowing how the world really is, I miss it .
The world is changing so much, I have changed so much , I think it’s weighing on us all. I feel like we see too much, think too much and we need silence. We need a break from the opinions, breaking news, and the 24/7 social media cycle.
We should all just be quiet, put the phones down, and just enjoy nature. Enjoy the present, all of us are worried about things we cannot control and it is messing with our nervous systems. I look at myself for instance, I feel so disconnected from family, and loss most of my friends. My feelings are written but i feel like I'm never truly understood. I try to be okay, but sometimes I just want to run, leave, never come back.
I don’t know where I would go , to be honest ; I dont think it matters . Just want to drive and keep going until I can’t anymore and just live there. With no phone , no contacts, no anything. Everything feels so draining, I am not depressed but just tired man.
Tired of my family , tired of people , tired of everyone . The are arguing over politics, religions and ethics. We no longer just stop and think does this matter today. Can we just all get along today. Laugh today, hug today, cry today….
I never have felt safe to cry around any family member, and the burden I feel if I do it around friends feels overwhelming. So i choose to hold it in or cry when it gets too much .
Our emotions are being hurt but it’s never too late to just feel them. Express them, write them, and then find someone who you trust and share them. So i decided to write them here, and for anyone who reads it , know you aren’t alone. My feelings and your feelings matter . Even if we have to write them , scream them, or just simply cry in silence .
They matter.
Tavarius
These are my thoughts… on 12/12/2025
I hope for smiles , peace and joy for all of you 🫶🏾
